I woke up to the sound of doors closing and last-minute preparations of the girls packing for the holiday, I lay there trying to make out what was happening but all sound and direction was coming from different places. I looked over at my finished bottle that I couldn’t remember drinking with the sudden urge of needing the toilet, I remember being told not to get out of bed but If I needed the toilet then they didn’t say what to do. As I looked into the camera wondering if they were watching me, I let out a weak “Emily” but to no avail did that have any affect. My urge for a wee grew stronger and stronger and I started to cry at the thought of wetting myself there and then as I was not allowed out of bed.